lil piggie

i am such a lard ass. mickey and i are at the parents house tonight because she is staying here while i am sunning my buns in key west. they have no food here that is worth talking about but somehow in the past two hours i managed to shove in at least three servings of pretzels and a whole bunch of chocolate graham crackers. i feel ill. so i went to walk moose before heading upstairs and i forgot to bring a bag so of course she pooped on someone's lawn who of course had their lights on. when i came in i noticed some water on the floor next to my neatly packed bag, oh wait it's freaking pee! that smart alec pooch pissed next to my bag which of course soaked the bottom and now i am washing my clothing at 12:45am. did i mention the train to the airport is at 5:25am? this dog can be so spiteful sometimes. i had everything planned so well. moose got a bath, i cleaned my whole apt, got cash, packed lightly and neatly, was all good then of course murphy's fucking law. guess its april fools for me!

no song today cus i am overtired, stuffed and "pissed" off!

Irrititting

This is what bothers me today:

1) When I close my eyes and they burn and sting a bit but I endure this because it also feels good.

2) I am hungry but feel guilty about eating an entire bag of Pirate's Booty last night and drinking lots of iced tea. So I ate my lunch at 10am which was lettuce with salad dressing. So what bothers me about this...why I feel guilty about overeating snack food. It also bothers me that some people can overeat all the time and it doesn't phase them at all, even if they don't look so good in a swimsuit. A man who sits in my office wears suspenders every day under his clothes, just to hold up his trousers under his protruding belly, it doesn't seem to bother him at all.

3) When people expect things of me but I don't know it.

4) I have been looking for Cheddarella for years, did they stop making this completely cheesy cheese?

5) When I am my normal guarded cautious self and maybe miss out on good times.

6) I lost my coupon organizer.

In just a couple of days we will be in Key West and my intention is not to drink alcohol at all. I have been boozing it at least once a week for the past few weeks and I need a break. I will be proud of myself if I can pull this off!

All things cheesy am I

Not much to say today...if you'd like to check out the website I did for a class:
Here's my site

I know it's pretty darn cheesy. Speaking of which, new cheese this week: Monte Enebro Queso del Tietar. It was a new and different taste for me and at $19.96/lb. I don't need to buy it again nor would I recommend it unless you are a super cheesy nerd.

10 days to Key West!!!

Today's photo is of me and Huggies last week when we went to see Cyrano de Bergerac at the Met. Opera snobs, haroumph!

Song for today: While my guitar gently weeps - Beatles duh!

For what its worth

I hope I have not been too disappointing. Am a bit too crazed with schoolwork and work etc. I think I am doing a fairly good job of managing the stress, but I did forget to do 2 assignments for one class and am totally clueless as to what is going on there.

I actually sat in a theatre (!) and saw a super documentary about Eugene O'Neill the other night courtesy of a stranger, but then 'drunk me' made an appearance so I don't think i'll be doing that again anytime soon, hee hee.

Key West in 2 1/2 weeks, I cannot wait to be in the sun and not think about anything for a couple of days. There's a 5K on the schedule too. I hope everyone gets along, women can be such nightmares!!!!


Song for today: Oh yes I can - Roseanne Cash

Baltimore for an hour

Here we are at BWI with some Southwest nutter. It was the inaugural flight to Denver from Baltimore and the employess were celebrating. Made it amusing for us. At dinner, I gave my name for a table, when it was our turn, he said, "Carrie, your table is ready". Huggies and I looked at each other with question marks. He said he remembered that I said Lisa, but didn't know why he wrote down Carrie. Now this is getting absurd.