yah yah

I have now been awake for 41 hours and don't feel all that tired. Strange I have not had any alcohol either!

I am attempting to build on my cheeeesy website and finish this for class on saturday, when we also have our last quiz. I nearly finished the term paper for another class and almost done with the work for my third class. phew......maybe four classes and work was a bit much this semester. I also missed kickboxing class last night, hmph!

The High Road

Bettye Lavette:
she's my new musical obsession.

August in Pennsylvania at Musikfest. I'm there. Cannot wait. Much more on the agenda after May 9, 2006.

registered for first triathlon today. argh.

song for today: little sparrow - c'mon now
Look at how much taller I am!!!

A quote

"Whether we accomplish what we have in mind depends on fortune, but the pursuit is alone a matter of the heart."

-José Ortega Y Gasset

Another day

Still not a bit better today. Was off from work today. Slept late. Warm weather and spring shoes today. Went to nyc galleries. Nan Goldin "sisters". Teary stuff. Pete's Tavern for a drink in the afternoon. Met old friend for buffalo burger at Heartland Brewery, not good. 2 bookstores. Actually, the third was barnes and noble, listened to Harvey Pekar and other guy about new book. Came home to quiet house, very sad still...

song for today: Landslide - Stevie Nicks (maybe fleetwood mac)

Day 2

I must be in denial...I still haven't realized that she isn't coming home ever again. Yesterday's photo was the last time we were together, as morbid as it is, she was already gone. I guess I needed to have it documented so I could see the truth. She didn't look like she was "just sleeping".

Today is the worst day of my life to date.

Every day for the past 11 years we had each other. I know how you sound, I know how you smell, I know how you feel. I want to hug you. I will always miss you. I will love you forever baby.

Today is not a good day

Mickey is in ICU at the hospital. It does not look good.

Key West 2006

'nuff said